If you Really Knew me.

If you really knew me you’d know that I love photography. That I am afraid to grow up.

You’d know that I secretly don’t follow my own advice, I cant seem to live by my life motto anymore.

If you really knew me you’d know that I spend way too much time stalking everyone on facebook.

You’d know that my biggest fear is getting fat when im older.

If you really knew me you’d know that I wish I was married and had a little baby right now even though I’m not ready for one.

You’d know that I have a hard time following through with what I say. That I really wish I could have been given that talent of singing.

If you really knew me you’d know that I act a lot tougher then I really am and I pretend I don’t care when I really do.

If you really knew me you’d know that I am weird. That I have my own opinions that no one can change

If you really knew me you’d know I love life.

My Story

Dear Diary,
Hows it goin? Yeah im doin pretty good you! High school is high school, everyone has to do it. Extra curricular activities are taking over though. I dont have any time for homework anymore and Im worried about him. I used to have such an impact on him but now its all over. I know he's off doing drugs, probably as we speak but some how I try to tell myself that he isn't. Drugs are illegal I just dont see how his parents dont find out. I dont get how he still gets away with it. When I was there for him he didnt do that stuff. He stopped for me. I gave up and now he is back to him self. Its all my fault but people still try to tell me its not. He'll learn someday... Hopefully.

Blurbs

Jesus, Take The Wheel. Carrie Underwood
Cebrina is driving on her way to Cincinnati on a snowy Christmas eve. She was going home to visit her parents. It was just her and her baby who was sleeping alone in the back seat. She was running way low on gas. She had, had a long hard year! Before she knew it she started spinning on ice on the road! She saw her life flash before her eyes. She threw her hand up in the air and prayed for god to help her. She made it to the shoulder and her car finally stopped. She looked back to see the baby still sleeping, Cebrina was so happy that her baby did not get hurt. She was so grateful to god.

Crazy Girl. Eli Young Band.
Kelly was crying because her and Josh just got in a fight. But he is trying to tell her that no matter what he will always love her and that he is not going anywhere. Lovers fight and thats what they are but everything will work out. Before Kelly came along Josh was living life all wrong. He is crazy about her and he loves her like crazy.

Stealing Cinderella
Chris went over to see Stephanie's dad, to sit down man to man. Chris was going to ask for Stephanie to marry him. Her dad left him in the living room alone to see all the pictures of Stephanie when she was little, playing cinderella and riding her first bike, bouncing on the bed, running through the sprinklers, dancing with her dad. Chris then realizes that to Stephanie he is prince charming but to her dad he is just some fella Stealing Cinderella.

Film Analysis

CRAZY. STUPID. LOVE.

Ordinary world: Cal is happily married to Emily

Call To Adventure: Emily wants a divorce, which comes as a huge surprise to Cal

Refusal To Call: He goes into denial, jumps out of a car and just does a lot of crazy things when he hears that's what Emily wants because he was never expecting it.

Meeting Mentor: He meets Jacob in a bar after he was openly talking to everyone he saw about how his wife cheated on him.

Crossing The Threshold: Cal agrees to let Jacob help him out. Which is a big step for him because he is nothing like him.

Test: After Cal watches Jacob a lot and learns from him its time for Cal to try to get a girl on his own. He walks up to the girl and he ends up being able to get her to come home with him that night

Approach: Cal and Emily start to talk more and it seems like she misses him and there might be a chance of things being fixed.

Ordeal:Cal and Emily go to their sons parent teacher conference and the teacher is one of the girls Cal slept with so Emily finds out that he has gone crazy and is no longer missing him or anything. Then Cal finds out that Jacob is now dating his daughter and freaks out because he has seen the way he treated girls and didnt want his daughter to be treated that way.

Reward: They all go to their sons graduation, Cal talks about love and make Emily so happy.

Resurrection: Cal decides to let Jacob date his daughter, and him and Emily seem like they are going to work everything out. 

Hero: Cal

Mentor: Jacob

Threshold Guardian: Jacob

Herald: Emily

Shapeshifter: Jacob

Shadow: Jessica

Trickster: Robbie

Shake The Dust

This is for all the people trying to be something there not.
For the girls who fall in love and no one falls back
For the people who never win
For the kids who get picked on

Shake The Dust

This is for all the kids who grew up without a mommy
For all the kids who grew up without a daddy

Shake the Dust

This is for the people who cant seem to remember
For the people who cant keep a job.
For the teenagers who want to get out
For the fat people.

Shake The Dust

This is for all the people out there who have regrets,
that never seem to leave there mind
SHAKE THE DUST.
LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS

Jealousy

Im jealous of the poem Im thinking about you by:
Because of they way he takes words and uses different meanings
Like when he says Im thinking about you like Hip Hop thinks about hoes, like gardeners think about hose!
Or when he is talking about money and he says cents but uses it in a sentence that would make it sense, and then he says let me go "change". He just does a really good job of keeping it very interesting and funny and just a very good poem all around.

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I keep forgetting.

I keep forgetting that my life is going to end, and that I need to live it to the fullest.

I keep forgetting that im not a wizard and cant stop time.

I keep forgetting that regretting something is just a waste of my time.

I keep forgetting we will never own ourselves completely.

I keep forgetting that we only get one life.

And tonight is not the last time i'll see the light.

Ordinary world.

Change can be a good thing.
Deb Kester is a 17 year old girl, trying to get through her senior year of high school. Up until this year her life has always been the same. She's done cheer almost her whole life, until this year she didn't make the team and that has dramatically changed her everything. She wakes up everyday goes to school and then comes home and goes to work, then does some homework and then its bed time. After not making the cheer team she doesn't really have friends anymore, which is killing her because her home life is not the same anymore. She knows she gets to leave soon but she doesn't know where she is going to go. If only she had said I love you one last time. She didn't know it would be the last time she would ever say it to her.

Questions:
1- What was it that changed her life dramatically?
2- Why isn't her home life the same anymore?
3- Who was the person she didn't get to say I love you to?

Found Poem

Her life was hard.
Her life was sad.

She wanted to be a nurse.
She had hopes and dreams.
She was always looking toward the future.
She has a beautiful spirit and ebullient personality.

Everything about her was remarkable.
Her heart, her smile, her eyes.

Its a tragedy we will never fully recover from, ever.
Now sadly life will never be the same.

Regret.

Never regret. Cant back track.

Have no regrets in life. Think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.

Live your life with no regrets! Yes your going to make mistakes everyone is, but that is just a way of life. Plus, mistakes make some of the best memories!

Direct Orders

You've just been given a direct order to rock out.
So ROCK out like you just ran a red light and lived.

ROCK out like its senior year.

ROCK out like you turn 18 tomorrow, like you just won the lottery
ROCK out like you just broke a bone and dont have to go to school.
ROCK out like you just found your baby blanket after 5 years of looking.
ROCK out like you just lifted a car off of a child and saved their life.

ROCK out like you just woke up on 11/11/11 at 11:11 AM

ROCK out like the world is ending tomorrow and your the only one that knows

ROCK OUT LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER ROCKED BEFORE!

How to prepare for death.

Death is something that everyone is going to have to go through at sometime weather it be someone they love or their own death, but which ever it is its going to happen to everyone. I'd like to give some tips on what to do to prepare for death. Simple as three easy steps.

1. Write a journal.

2. Leave your mark on this earth.

3. Live life with no regrets

Oh and it would probably be smart to have a will.

Thats my advice on life! 

Good luck:)

I Walk Alone

I walk alone I walk alone
In this old barber shop, with nothing but dusty chairs
Dust flying from the broken windows
Cool breeze from the fall air
I walk alone I walk alone

Im thinking about you..

Im thinking about you like rings think about fingers, like legs think about dancing, like cameras think about pictures, like clocks think about time. Im thinking about you like pens think about paper like tramps think about jumping, like swimmers think about swimming like actors think about acting. Im thinking about you like lights think about shining like the sun thinks about shining like the stars think about the moon like astronauts think about the moon. Im thinking about you like cars think about driving like girls think about boys like fire thinks about burning like printers think about ink like earrings think about ears like tattoos think about skin. Im thinking about you like doors think about shutting like key boards think about typing like coasters think about cups like forrests think about burning like rivers think about flowing. Im thinking about you like popcorn thinks about butter like candles think about burning like lawnmowers think about mowing like teachers think about teaching like doctors think about fixing. Im thinking about you like cancer thinks about death like knives think about cutting. Im thinking about you like you've never thought before.

LOVE

LOVE has no real definition...
LOVE is trust.
LOVE is faith that the feeling is mutual.
LOVE is a mystery.
LOVE is like a river, it never ends
LOVE is like putting total faith in a person.
LOVE is happiness
LOVE is like air, you cant live without it
LOVE is like a drug, addicting.
LOVE is knowing that true LOVE never ends.
Someone once said that LOVE does not exhist, But my belif is you find true LOVE once you find that someone who has the same definition of LOVE as you.

Intro

There is no point in living in the past, we've all heard the term "nobodys perfect". So no point in sitting and wishing you could do things over again regretting what has happend in your past. Never Regret because no matter how much you wish you could do things over, you Cant Back Track.